falling slipping sinking fading tired so tired head underwater lungs crushed let me breathe hold my eyes no let them close too much too fast too long too little i try i try let me live breathe in hurts let it out cold blue eyes future uncertain give me hope reason future dying with light brushstrokes pencil shavings help me fight will fading worth worth all is worth give me worth give me life iron and steel and flax so cold in here somebody anybody please come help me help me help me