Hallelujah - Rufus Wainwright
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid Disorder: | High |
| Schizoid Disorder: | Moderate |
| Schizotypal Disorder: | High |
| Antisocial Disorder: | Low |
| Borderline Disorder: | Very High |
| Histrionic Disorder: | High |
| Narcissistic Disorder: | Moderate |
| Avoidant Disorder: | Very High |
| Dependent Disorder: | Very High |
| Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder: | Moderate |
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Big surprise.
I'm glad to know my stream-of-consciousness despair brings you people amusement. At least it's good for something.
6 Comments:
Wow, I just took that test and most everything came back as 'low' but I have serious issues so it must be screwed up. Don't worry about it.
Also - I've decided that you remind me of Christian Bale (And yes, the 'Batman Begins' stuff has brought him to my attention, but lay off okay sheesh. Also, why is Katie Holmes in it???? She's not Katie Holmes! She's Joey Potter who lives in Dawson's Creek, not a batman movie with cool Christian Bale!!!).
the man cannot be content.
if you respond...you are far too amused
yet if you do not...you are far too unloving
it would all be so much easier if one of us could figure out how to fold the land according fan style so as to shorten the distance between friends every once and again for communcation tot ake place...rather than that we be left with this as the connection.
ack..for some reason i enjoy the pattern of those words i just placed together.
Forgive me for wanting something more than disinterested silence or tokens of amusement at my despair.
perhaps a web blog is not the best place to bring out your deepest of emotions, especially those that can be the most hurtful.
I learned the hard way. Let us know what you're feeling, but don't pour out your soul on to a web page. then all we have to go off of is how we hear the words in our own heads.
We could all try TALKING to each other, like... in person, n' stuff.
cause I think that works better for the really deep stuff.
just a thought. I feel your pain bud, and I understand completely. I don't get any kick out of reading about your sadness. It's just that maybe this isn't the best place for it. It's just so artificial! you're not there to have anyone react in a normal, human way. we'll crack jokes. we'll poke fun. we won't take it seriously.
that's just the nature of the internet. I know I must have been annoying as hell with all of my romantic spewings. I know better now. I don't pretend to be oblivious to the number of "oh, alright, Ryan! enough about the chick! SHUT UP!" comments there must of been.
wow, this comment was long. anyway, hope you see what i mean.
see you this weekend, bud.
Well the problem, Peter, is that it's difficult to take your "pain" seriously. It's not "Hey guys, I'm having a real hard time. I feel trapped and worthless, like nothing's going right. I don't know if I'm going to make it and it'd be great if you all could pray for me." It's "Darkness hath over taken my soul. I am floundering in a river of despair and soon, I know, it's icey waters will overtake me and I will find myself before the gates of the dead. Here they will let me in to a land where I shall ever wander; and my heart shall find no purchase."
Frankly Peter, these kind of sentiments do not make me sympathetic. In fact, they do quite the opposite and I find myself thinking "Man dude! Get OVER yourself!"
I'm sorry that you're hurting. I really want to be there for you, but the way you describe your situation makes it sound like you don't want to be helped. Rather you simply want a gaggle of individuals to marvel at how fucked up you are.
Sorry if this seems a little harsh, but it's true and you need to see it.
So if you really want us to care, start treating us like friends and not like an audience.
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